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This is who I am... - TWW - Thoughts 7
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Cj
when: 2006-02-20 10:00
what: TWW - Thoughts 7
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tags:cj/abbey, drabble, thoughts, tww
This snippet is the seventh in the Thoughts series - just short drabbles from different povs. This one is from Toby's perspective.

She lives her life in the spotlight, acts on cue and never misses a beat. She is our star, more famous than those of us who create her scripts, more loved than those who prepare her strategies. She is the face of the administration.

Yet, despite her public existence, she is also draped in secrets, hidden by half confessed emotions and fears she cannot escape. I see it in her – the battled desire to be what everyone wants her to be, the pinup girl’s mentality of no respect and less authority.

Her effervescent smiles and flippant words and tailored suits do not allow for a misstep. Mistakes are forbidden due to flashbulbs and newspaper ink. So, she suffers, screened behind a role she was born to play.

It's ironic she should become star struck herself, that she – of our entire cast – would fall victim to the charms of another leading lady.

Our production now includes credits of a great love affair.
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janevok: tww cj sexy lady
who: [info]janevok
when: 2006-02-20 19:16 (UTC)
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Keyword:tww cj sexy lady
*squeee*
sorry that wasn't a mature response was it? :)

excellent, my fav parts:-
"the pinup girl’s mentality of no respect and less authority"
and
"Our production now includes credits of a great love affair"

welcome back Cj. it may be brief but you presence is welcomed with open arms *hug*
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Cj: C.J. in black
who: [info]shonn
when: 2006-02-20 19:38 (UTC)
what: (no subject)
Keyword:C.J. in black
Thanks. *hugs* It's nice to be back, to have written something. I've been meaning to finish at least the first part of this series, and Toby was the only pov standing in my way. I decided on the spur of the moment this morning to get past him. I'm glad you like the outcome.

I'll take you anyway I can get you - mature response be damned. I like the one I got. ;-)

I know I've told you this a million times, but I love your icon!
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A. M. R.: I drink from the Cregg of glory
who: [info]indigo_inferno
when: 2008-02-21 12:33 (UTC)
what: (no subject)
Keyword:I drink from the Cregg of glory
Remember this also, back when I first read it I never knew what Toby was talking about, I had just gotten into the fanfiction thing.

Reading it now it's almost scary, come to think of it. If Toby knows, who else knows...
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Cj: TWW Pieces
who: [info]shonn
when: 2008-07-31 18:20 (UTC)
what: (no subject)
Keyword:TWW Pieces
It's an interesting idea...who else knows? But, the more important question might be what will that person do with the information?

I like that icon very much.
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A. M. R.
who: [info]indigo_inferno
when: 2008-08-20 15:02 (UTC)
what: (no subject)
I know. Scary to think what Toby could do with this bit of information. Right out scary.

I just noticed I really like the way you wrote 'love affair' and not just 'affair'. Makes all the difference to me.

You mean the icon with the eye? Eye-con? (*lol*)
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_witc_
who: [info]_witc_
when: 2008-07-24 19:27 (UTC)
what: (no subject)
It's ironic she should become star struck herself, that she – of our entire cast – would fall victim to the charms of another leading lady.

Just wow.
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Cj: C/A by indigo
who: [info]shonn
when: 2008-07-31 18:17 (UTC)
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Keyword:C/A by indigo
Just thank you. ::laughs:: Seriously, thank you.
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