TWW - Thoughts
This snippet is the first in the Thoughts series - just short drabbles from different povs. This one is from C.J.'s perspective.
I wonder if your husband has trouble breathing when he looks at you, if his heart races at your every touch.
I wonder if he knows how I feel, if he can see through my defenses whenever you walk into a room. In that moment when my eyes first meet yours, I am open and vulnerable. Can he detect my desire, my fear, my love for the woman whose kiss he and I both crave?
I admire him. I respect him.
I envy him.
I wonder if your husband has trouble breathing when he looks at you, if his heart races at your every touch.
I wonder if he knows how I feel, if he can see through my defenses whenever you walk into a room. In that moment when my eyes first meet yours, I am open and vulnerable. Can he detect my desire, my fear, my love for the woman whose kiss he and I both crave?
I admire him. I respect him.
I envy him.

Very good, I believe that is secretly how CJ feels :)
I think it's how C.J. feels, too. I want to explore how they all feel but can't do that with Repetition. Bloody hell - just like me to start a new series when I haven't finished the old one. At least all of these installments will be short. ;)
i'm looking forward to reading more of these "thoughts", are they all going to be of a romantic/lust nature?
Yeah, I'm sure the thoughts will turn in that direction. I want to explore romance, lust, and also just some normally less appealing matters - basically whatever pops into my head or you can suggest.
Feel free to suggest. ;)
if i come up with any ideas i'll let you know but i'm not good at that stuff - your sam thought will be interesting, he must be a hard character to write!?
I like Sam. I like the Sam/C.J. pairing. He's actually easier for me than Josh. I don't write Josh/Donna because I can't get their voices right. Let's hope I do better with them in this series than I do with them individually. *crosses fingers*