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This snippet is the first in the Thoughts series - just short drabbles from different povs. This one is from C.J.'s perspective.
I wonder if your husband has trouble breathing when he looks at you, if his heart races at your every touch.
I wonder if he knows how I feel, if he can see through my defenses whenever you walk into a room. In that moment when my eyes first meet yours, I am open and vulnerable. Can he detect my desire, my fear, my love for the woman whose kiss he and I both crave?
I admire him. I respect him.
I envy him.
I wonder if your husband has trouble breathing when he looks at you, if his heart races at your every touch.
I wonder if he knows how I feel, if he can see through my defenses whenever you walk into a room. In that moment when my eyes first meet yours, I am open and vulnerable. Can he detect my desire, my fear, my love for the woman whose kiss he and I both crave?
I admire him. I respect him.
I envy him.
